After what seemed like bad day after bad day after bad day (or what really was), I've had a great few days. Friday, my kids were fantastic. Monday and Tuesday, that were focused, at least. And today, well, it's not a great day. But, a single good thing about today will make it as a happy one in my books.
Or, since we are learning suffixes - a day full of happiness. Or hopeful. :)
The pain I was talking about last week, the pain of children who go home without finding unconditional love, support, or even basic care. The horror of what I see and hear from little boys and girls who haven't seen good has been daunting and tragic. I've seen a lot of it from my class, but like I said before, it's meant more to me than I can truly explain. I don't mean to say I'm thankful or feel blessed to be around the pain and witness the evil in this world, but I am. I'm thankful, not for it happening, but for being given the opportunity to see it for myself, and the wisdom and experiences to be inspired to change it.
And then today, a little girl came in with ribbons in her hair, a full pencil box, a clean face, and an unsatiable appetite to tell me everything about her new life. This little girl was sort of like the real life version of "The Grinch" in that she went from having this tiny outlook on the happiness around her, to exuberating it. It's been less than a week since I saw this same little girl with hollow eyes, but today there were twinkles in its place.
I'm on my lunch break, telling her that while I would love to come to Thanksgiving with her and her new family, I have to see my family. And yes, maybe I can come another time. I'd be happy to.
And now I do have to get ready to see my own family, and be thankful for the one with which God has truly blessed me.
Or, since we are learning suffixes - a day full of happiness. Or hopeful. :)
The pain I was talking about last week, the pain of children who go home without finding unconditional love, support, or even basic care. The horror of what I see and hear from little boys and girls who haven't seen good has been daunting and tragic. I've seen a lot of it from my class, but like I said before, it's meant more to me than I can truly explain. I don't mean to say I'm thankful or feel blessed to be around the pain and witness the evil in this world, but I am. I'm thankful, not for it happening, but for being given the opportunity to see it for myself, and the wisdom and experiences to be inspired to change it.
And then today, a little girl came in with ribbons in her hair, a full pencil box, a clean face, and an unsatiable appetite to tell me everything about her new life. This little girl was sort of like the real life version of "The Grinch" in that she went from having this tiny outlook on the happiness around her, to exuberating it. It's been less than a week since I saw this same little girl with hollow eyes, but today there were twinkles in its place.
I'm on my lunch break, telling her that while I would love to come to Thanksgiving with her and her new family, I have to see my family. And yes, maybe I can come another time. I'd be happy to.
And now I do have to get ready to see my own family, and be thankful for the one with which God has truly blessed me.